Wednesday, May 27, 2015

House hunting nightmares!!

Heard recently of Misbah Quadri's ordeal in mumbai. How she was denied a place to live just because she is a muslim.

I have been through this unpleasant experience quite a few times....have lived through the gujarat riots.....post which my entire family (uprooted) relocated elsewhere.....it is indeed very sad to be denied basic rights on the basis of ur religion/faith....yes people do get victimised/ discriminated because of their faith but this statement does not hold true most of the time....

In 2006, my husband and I shifted to gurgaon.....newlyweds in search of our first humble abode....filled with excitement to start our lives together...but unfortunately the excitement soon fizzed out and disappointment took its place. Our dream of a decent house came down shattering when we were rudely denied house on rent from almost everywhere as we were muslims.....it was very disheartening.

Just about when we had lost all hopes...we met Mr. Kaul...a retired professor...who finally agreed to rent his beautiful 2bhk in one of the best localities in gurgaon...sushant lok....his decision changed our perception and cured us of the predicament we had been suffering from.....i can never forget what he told us that day....he shared with us that he had been approached by a 'hindu' couple earlier in the day who were ready to pay a good rent for his property but he took the decision in our favor because did not want a promising young couple to start their new life together with such bitterness and that he wanted to restore our faith in people....and spread the goodwill. Our respect for him grew manifold when we found out later that he was a kashmiri pandit forced to leave his homeland and settle in delhi....he had already paid a price for being in minority in kashmir.....he could have very well taken his sweet revenge of sort by denying us...but instead he chose to be the better human being that he was.....we shall always be grateful for his kind gesture.

In life, we meet all sorts of people....good, bad, evil.......there may be demons at large but remember there are angels too.....who restore your faith in humanity.

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Civil engineering - presentations

Thursday, May 3, 2012

The IPL Experience!!!


This year the sweltering summer heat has lost its way to delhi/NCR…all thanks to the cool western disturbances which have brought unusually pleasant weather in April-May. Every few days we see light rain and thunderstorms……resulting in pleasant evenings……
feroz shah kotla stadium, delhi
and on one such evening faiz took me to watch the IPL cricket match between Delhi Dare Devils and Mumbai Indians at the Feroz Shah Kotla Stadium…….
jam packed stadium
I was not a very big fan of the Indian Premier League earlier but after experiencing  it….i can’t stop gushing with excitement………..this new format of cricket is super entertaining and watching it in a stadium is far far better than watching on TV….the atmosphere in the stadium is fully charged…..the big screens…banners, flags, drums, music, cheer leaders all add color to this extravaganza. I was a bit apprehensive of the crowd and the seating arrangements at the stadium…..we reached the venue early so did not face much crowd while entering…plus the free ride from parking lot at Shanti Van to the Feroz Shah Kotla stadium was such a relief…..

dirty seats at the stadium, it's difficult to find a clean one.
we made good use of free placards which were handed out to us for covering the dirty seats at the stadium…..……well u can say that everything about IPL is related to money, money and more money….the stadium was jam packed with almost 40,000 people…..and the tickets started at 750 Rs. We weren’t allowed to carry any food items inside not even water….so the vendors inside made good money as no one could sit there for six hours without water and food......each small glass of water cost 10 bucks and after a few glasses we stopped counting……So u can imagine the kind of money ppl spent for watching a single match and can only wonder how much money the IPL guys will make in the entire series….but the money spent is all worth the entertainment….the delhi dare devils were on fire…and the sixes and fours kept coming and thrilling the audience!!
match in progress

The Mumbai Indians and specially Sachin were a huge disappointment….the crowd cheered and bowed and stood up for sachin but the li’l master failed to create magic on the ground………….m glad that delhi won…….n won in style!!!  After six hours of cheering, shouting, waving and clapping…we were  so tired we wished we could just make a huge leap and land directly on our car seats….but then came the worst part…..suddenly all the 40,000 tired ppl at the stadium started rushing out towards the exit to be the first ones to get out…..n there was this huge human sea of ppl filled on the exit lanes……after walking a certain distance…...i realised we weren’t walking anymore…we were actually getting pushed…..we had three small kids in our group which made me panic even more…… thankfully we reached our cars safely……then a lonnnnnnng drive home……..we reached home at 1 in the night……..extremely tired but v v happy to have been a part of a spectacular event!! :)

For those who are planning to go to watch IPL at Delhi’s Feroz Shah Kotla Stadium, here’s a little info which you may find handy :

Try and reach the venue early and by early I mean atleast two hours before the start time of the match…..we started from noida at 4:30pm and reached the venue by six…n the match started at 8 pm. We found nicely placed seats and also got to watch the players’ practice session! Being late will make it v v difficult to find a good seat which means u will have to settle for the last rows n keep standing all thru the match to get a better view…..so better reach early!!! J

The parking facility at Shanti Van is quite good and there are free rides (bus) available from there to the stadium gate. There are several entry points so make sure u remember to get down at the correct gate no., else u may have to walk a lot.

Do not buy flags from the vendors outside b’coz the security ppl at the entry point throw away the sticks holding the flags to avoid any violence inside…….and in any case there is no point buying any placard as all these things are distributed free by the sponsors once u r inside the stadium. (we got placards of sixes and fours by Panasonic, and nice red color hoods by vodaphone……u can also get the flag of ur favourite team painted on ur face for twenty bucks!!)
four placard from panasonic
the vodaphone hoods

You cannot carry any food items or water inside the stadium. But u r allowed to take baby food and milk bottles, tissues, diapers, etc.  for infants. Remember that u cant take any plastic carry bag inside so please bring ur stuff in an environment friendly carry bag made of paper, jute,etc. Also purse, handbags , etc. are not allowed so either don’t carry any at all or leave them in ur car.

If u have hyper kids under three years of age then be prepared to spend all your time trying to keep them happy as they r not interested in the match and will get thirsty and hungry all the time giving u frequent trips to the food and water counters……u wud rather sit at home and enjoy the match on TV.

When the match ends, do not rush to get out of the stadium just wait until the crowd clears, else u will get caught in a human sea where there can be fair chances of a stampede..god forbid…..

Once outside the stadium, be prepared to walk back to the parking at Shanti Van which is a good 2-3 km. There are no rides or autos or rickshaws available at that unearthly hour.

But all said n done....u must must must go n experience the thrill n excitement of watching the match live in a stadium!!! it's all worth the pain!!  :)

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

it's me again...

Hello there!! back after quite a while......just curious whether i m back b'coz i m inspired to write again...or is it APRIL! uh-oh poor joke eh?!.....well, if u notice, my last post was in April 2010 and then i went into hibernation until the warm april weather forced me out again :)

So, what was keeping me away u might ask?....i had a pretty tight schedule running after my li'l naughty princess Rimsha 24x7.......whoever said it was easy being a mom at home..... but at the end of the day....my cutie pie's sweet jibber jabber and naughty pranks....wash away all the frowns on my face and put a big smile there...feeling really proud of how she's growing up and learning things fast..alhumdulillah!

The thought of getting back to work crossed my mind several times in the past year...but m still apprehensive about leaving Rimsha under anyone else's supervision....though i know my career is suffering real bad b'oz of this long hiatus from work but i would prefer this over losing my "peace of mind".....

This change in role from a "working woman" to "a housewife and a mom at home" has changed my perceptions about life and has left me reflecting over the way i have lived so far....i guess getting good education and living upto my parents expectations was a part well played at my end....next i went to esteemed workplaces and enjoyed excellent growth opportunities......got married to a decent guy....had a happy marriage....was blessed with a lovely daughter.....playing the best role of my life "MOM"............so many blessings n still counting............well, well, looks such a pretty picture so far.....but strangely enough i find a huge vacuum inside me...still struggling to find the meaning of my existence and though i have several roles to play now but i m yet to figure out the purpose of my life apart from being a mom, a wife, a daughter, a sister, etc.....

I jotted down this poem in urdu reflecting the unrest inside me.....it talks about the way i used to feel thrilled about the things in my life when i was a young girl....raring to go...ready to conquer the world, n then i dunno wat happened....i guess as i grew up i just settled down with watever came my way....i didn't really follow the roadmap i had made for myself as a young girl.........n perhaps i waited too long to arrive at the right point in life to start certain ventures....n now it seems that i don't have enough courage n inspiration left to go on the untrodden path..........but lately m trying to put together the pieces of this puzzle called life and make more sense out of my existence....


Vo josh e jawani vo walwala tha kabhi
Kehte the rukh hum hawaon ka badal dalenge
Hain ab zyada zaraaye aur aql bhi zyada
Par ab parwaaz ki sochein to laraz jaate hain


Hazaron pal hain chahakte, mahakte lamhe hain,
Magar ab choti si khushi ko taras jaate hain
Jo pal na lautenge, hum jitni koshishein kar lein
Vo ghataa ban ke ab aankhon se baras jaate hain


Tamam umr ka haasil ye samajh aaya hai,
Tum apne aaj ko jee bhar k jiyo chha jao
Na taalo kal ke intezaar mein bas kar jao
Zindagi ki daudti phirti rawan maujon par,
Na thaamo khud ko is tarah se, bhula do saare dar,
Khade rahe jo wahin doob ke reh jaaoge
Sivay bebasi ke, ranj ke, kya paaoge

Na khona maqsad ko raah e hayat mein Nauras,
Na apne khwabon ko tum yuhi bikharne dena,
Hai zaroori ke jiyo duniya mein is tarha tum,
Ke jaao bhi to tumhe yaad har ek fard kare


Some meanings:
walwala - vigor and enthusiasm
rukh - direction
zaraaye - means
aql - wisdom
parwaaz - udaan - flight
laraz - shiver
rawan - flowing
mauj - wave
ranj - grief
maqsad - aim
raah - path
hayat - life
fard - person

Sunday, April 11, 2010

From Dams to Diapers



It was a sunny April Sunday, when Faiz n I got up to meet the most pleasant surprise of our lives. We found out that I was ‘expecting’ and our joy knew no bounds. Both of us looked at each other trying to reassure that finally the moment had arrived for which we had waited for 4 long years!!! I cud see faiz’s watery eyes thru mine…….tears of happiness rolled n we stood there speechless not knowing wat to say not feeling the need to express anything in words coz our souls were already congratulating each other.

It took me a while to sink in the new found status of “Mom to be.” An amazing phase of growing up began……physically as well as emotionally….. it’s really amazing how motherhood comes so naturally into ur system. From the day I realized that I was expecting till the time I saw my baby for the first time, I went through a transformation from a woman to a mother. My priorities in life changed. I had never thought that I will leave my career at a time when it was flourishing….but I didn’t have the heart to leave my li’l girl at home and go to work.

I can never forget the day when I took my li’l girl in my arms for the first time…..i cudn’t thank God enough for granting me this one wish of having a daughter( I always prayed for a girl…..not that a boy wud mean any less to me…but in my heart of hearts I always wanted a girl)…….
.n now that she was in my arms looking at me with the most sparkling eyes I have ever seen…..i didn’t want anything else from God……I felt so fulfilled........her beautiful face, her tiny li’l fingers, pitch black silky hair, flawless complexion……..awww…she looked adorable!!!

Hardly did I know that this hydropower engineer designing dams would soon be changing diapers with as much ease. I always dreaded the diaper changing and potty cleaning stuff…even the thought of it wud put me off and I used to wonder how will I do it when my own child is born.

But believe me, God instills so much love in a mother’s heart that she can go to any extent to take care of her baby……sleepless nites, diaper changes, feeding sessions, n every other task that’s part of the baby raising package is too less a price u pay for such a precious li’l reward!!!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

To Faiz on his b'day!



Once upon a time, when ‘You’ and ‘I’ became ‘WE’
Life took a fresh start on a brand new journey,

The path was unknown and the challenges great,
But with love in our hearts, n no place for hate,

We set out to conquer the world together,
N stood by each other through all sorts of weather.





There were times that were happy and times that were sad,
N many a times when we got oh-so mad,





With countless desires and a hue of emotions,
We kept moving on with all the devotion,
Our faith in each other has brought us to a place,
Where soon we will find our lifetime solace,


A gift from the Almighty to represent ‘WE’
N to be the source of joy in our journey!!!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Fresh ho jaao!

Wonder how sometimes a few ads make a special mark on ur mind??! u instantly connect to them n get hooked on!

One such ad i cant keep my mind off from is the Limca commercial it's one of my hot favorites!!!



The lyrics are so refreshing u just can't stay untouched by the mood of this song!! the song goes like this.......

Phuhaarein, bauchharein, nazaare chura lo na,
kuch boondein chura lo na;
Thaki si zindagi se, ruki si zindagi se,
kuch lamhe chura lo na;

Kuch yaadein, aur sapne, apne chura lo na;
Ruki si zindagi se, thaki si zindagi se,
raftaar chura lo na...

lukka chhupi khelti hai,
bheed mein hazaaron galiyaan;
galiyon mein yun bheed banke,
chhup gayi hain saari khushiyaan;
Khushiyon ko bula lo na,
muskaane churalo na
sulagti pyaas hai toh,
machalti pyaas hai toh;
ek limca churalo na....

Kuch yaddein, aur sapne, apne chura lo na;
Ruki si zindagi se, thaki si zindagi se,
raftaar chura lo na.....



here's the song for u!! get mesmerised by the melody!


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